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Sleep Well On A Bargain Mattress
| I signed the papers. I remained silent during the funeral. I was in two mind 01krya s. I knew why Dad was giving me the money. It was hush money, money for me to go away from his 01krya mind, from his conscience, from his guilt. But I told myself to be practical. I will need the money wh 01krya ere I’m going. Also, maybe I was ready to forget and move on. Not forgive, but forget. 14 April 01krya 2009 I leave in three days. No more drama. No more dealing with another boy’s mother. I don’t want anyone’s pity either. I am a divorcee. If that makes me 01krya tainted, so be it. 01krya I am not upset with Rani Sahiba. I came to Patn 01krya a to be alone. Madhav happened. Yes, he's nice. I know he loves me, and is falling for me m 01krya ore and more every day. I like him, too. Is that why I said yes to a job in Patna? Did I do so 01krya in the hope of meeting him again? Perhaps. To be loved and to love is nice. Howev 01krya er, right now, more than love, I want peace. Madhav won’t get it. He won’t let go if I explain all this to him. I have been thro 01krya ugh it. He hasn’t. He wo 01krya n’t stop pursuing me. The simplest way out is if he thinks I am no longer an option. I had a minor infection in Dumraon. So far, I 01krya have pretended it hasn’t healed. 01krya Hence 01krya , when I leave, it will be more believable. Sure, he wi 01krya ll be upset. However, he will get over it eventually and marry a princess sooner or later, who will come 01krya to him without a past, without deep dark secrets. 01krya My fingers shake as I 01krya write this. I must sta 01krya y strong. I have to type my par 01krya ting note. I am faking my illness. Maybe I can at least be honest in my last l 01krya etter and tel 01krya l him how I feel about h 01krya im... He's coming home for the final rehearsal, it will be our l 01krya ast night together. Is it wrong if I make hi 01krya m stay over? |
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